WHO AM I
These Immortals sadhus appeared to me after their physical death, a state traditionally known as samadhi. Though they had entered samadhi many years earlier, they manifested before me in their spiritual forms. It is said that being able to see the faces of such sadhus is a blessing.
These Immortals sadhus appeared to me after their physical death, a state traditionally known as samadhi. Though they had entered samadhi
many years earlier, they manifested before me in their spiritual forms.
They instructed me to travel across India to help rebuild the Swami Rama Temple and
to work toward eliminating poverty in the country. This guidance marked the beginning of my journey to India.
I still possess photograph in which their spiritual forms appear. This image were captured while I was resting inside a temple after completing tapas in India. The photographs were taken during a time when the priest had locked the temple, as it was already past the scheduled prayer hours, and I returned to normal awareness only afterward.
Diskha Mantra initiation
In 2001, I went to Bharat -India. I met my guru, Sri Nama Nanda Giri ji who had initiated me to Mantra Diksha 1 week after Tamil New Year 2001. Early in the morning, Sri Nama Nanda Giri ji had whispered mantra to me in my ear. After that I went to visit the temples in the South India.
Last Meeting with Sri Nama Nanda Giri Ji
I met my guru with physical body for last time in Singapore in Jun 2009 before he had samadhi. I shared all the problems I faced. Then my guru, Sri Nama Nanda Giri ji, asked me to whisper the mantra he had given me in 2001 into his ear.
I whispered the mantra into his ear, and he said, 'Oh that Mantra. You will know everything.'
Why I had became Sadhu
The below summarized incidents had happened between 2007 to 2011.
By the end of 29 December 2007, after long tapas, I realized that my soul had awakened.
After tapas, I wandered in a heightened inner state. Without food, I was looking for answers.
I felt overwhelming energy in my body. I couldn’t make sense of what was happening around me, and my temper slipped out of control.
Things withered at my touch. The sky looked heavy and clouded. Capacity to merge with anything - atOMs.
And sadhu that I was looking for already samadhi.
I lost my words. I lost hope. It felt like I was fighting an invisible enemy, and for a moment, I decide to kill myself.
I was stand in the middle of the road hoping a car will hit me. Few seconds, I was semi-conscious, and everything was blur. I had regained conscious at the end of the road.
Then a voice of my Guru told me to become sadhu to know myself. To build the Swami Rama Temple and remove poverty.